THERE WAS JUST AN EXPLOSION OUTSIDE OF MY HOUSE IN A GAS REFINERY OMGWTF. No seriously, it happened around 12:20 a.m. and right now it's 9:02 a.m. This was when it happened: [link] and this is how it is now: [link] Fuck it's scary. At first I thought it was my school, until I realized my school was the other way (lol). And I started panicking and crying when I saw that. When it happened, the news didn't say anything yet, because it was too early, so we went to facebook and people were saying that THE FUCKING GULF GAS REFINERY EXPLODED. No joke. About 11 gas tanks out of 40 exploded, and right now it's something resembling Hiroshima. There are about 20 fire trucks attending to the matter, and a lot of streets are blocked. And seriously, that gas refinery is just a few miles away from home, but still, PEOPLE'S WINDOWS BROKE HERE. And it's reported that the fire will last about two days. Nobody knows what happened, though there are some theories (meteor, terrorist attack, earthquake, etc.). Gladly, nobody got hurt or died (although somebody did go to the hospital because of breathing in the fumes, but nobody got burned). Jesus Christ, I hope nobody gets harmed or the fire spreads.

I had a very scary nightmare. It goes like this:
My dad had some kind of clone, at first the clone was a kind man, but when the clone asked me to leave my dad to live with him, I said no. Then he put this angry face, that quickly turned into a smile. He started stalking me and my father, and he gave this feeling of death, like he was going to murder us. Then his stalkings turned into a kidnapping. He kept my dad and I captive in our own house. The clone said that he would keep this until I killed myself. I don't know, this clone was sort of this psycho that loved me obsessively. He took me out in my dad's car, then we passed by this girl hat was in some kind of glamor diva dress-up (You know, lime-green boa, pink sequined dress, etc...) and I screamed from the top of my lungs that I was in danger, that I needed help. Then, I don't know how, I popped up next to her and told her to call for some help, she said that she would help, by calling 911 or something. But the little bitch did nothing. And I screamed to the whole neighborhood to help, but nobody did anything. Then, this clone keeps smiling at me, that if I wasn't going to kill myself, he would keep tormenting us. I was in the bathroom of my house, and I saw various fake body parts, which were mostly hands, and I saw a mask of my dad's face. Turns out the clone was some random psycho dressed up as my father. But the hands... They did not look like my father's hands. They looked more like Kyo's hands (Yes, I know how to distinct people's hands. It's a thing of mine.), and others looked like mummy hands or something. I just started ripping the hands and some of them started bleeding, even though they felt very fake. Then I went to the supposed "clone" and showed him the mask, then he put this sinister smile, he was wearing maybe a copy of my father's mask, and in the end the guy strangely turns into Kyo. O.o;

No more Dapper Cadaver, Wikipedia articles about children held in captivity or heavy Dir en Grey music before bed.

...Well, he was popular when I was a babay. Pfft. He was a drummer for a local band from the late 90's, that got very popular for criticizing political issues like the Marines using Vieques as a place for test bombs (I was just a 1-year old when all that shit was happening, and my parents where one of the protesters, especially my dad, and they even took me to a march while I wore a black ribbon). They have participated in Ozzyfest and others. You know, he met Ozzy Osborne and I think they met Slipknot too. I like their music. It's nice. Salsa and nu-metal. I met his wife and daughter. I told them both that they would fall in the category of "AWESOME PARENT". You know, the rockstar parents with lots of tattoos and piercings that are just too win, and you would envy that kid in class that has them. And their daughter is just pure . I WANT TO TAKE HER HOME. SHE'S THE CUTEST THING EVERRRRR. D:

One a completely different matter...

I don't like it when people call Toshiya "Toto". You know why? "Toto" in Spanish is little kid speak for... You don't want to know.

Anyways.

My grounding is over. It didn't feel much like a grounding though. I still had all of my privileges, only I wouldn't get my Dir en Grey CD.

Also.

MY PARENTS ARE AT FULL FUCKING WAR FOR NO REASON.

My mom says that my dad is a dick for being so goddamn negative, proud and mean. And my dad starts spreading rumors about my mom TO THE PRINCIPAL OF MY SCHOOL. Saying that my mom leaves me alone at home, so she can go drinking, or that I'm suicidal and I hide under the bed. He even started asking me if mom does weed. I said: "Mom doesn't do drugs" he responded: "Oh, Marijuana is not a drug". Yeah? How stupid do you think I am? All that my mom do is work late at the neighbor's house (They're partners at work). And I don't know what the HELL happened before my parents split up (I was only 2 when my parents divorced). Mom depicts my dad as the cold, harsh man that manipulated her and practically ruined her life. And my dad depicts my mom as the crazy, ungrateful bitch that is just pissed at the world and taking it all out on him, since he hasn't even gotten drunk, done drugs, beaten her physically or raped her. He's not conscious sometimes that words can hurt too (I have suffered from his oral abuse, and so have my brothers). But still mom sometimes goes as exaggerating and starts blaming him for my stepfather and brother's death. I'm not taking any side of them. Because sometimes they give something reasonable, but mostly it's bullshit. And I don't even know the exact story of my parent's relationship, and I don't want to know. Since they both give me completely different versions. I hate being in the middle of the crossfire between my parents.

Sorry. Just wanted to get that off my chest.

Random meme I did before, but I want to do again, to see if it can end up lulzier:
RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

(6. And add a new question or two!)


1.If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Raison Detre by Dir en Grey <What's the reason for living anymore? >

2.How would you describe yourself?
Eight Days a Week by The Beatles <IDK.>

3.What do you like in a date?
Myaku by Dir en Grey <lolwhut.>

4.How do you feel today?
Organ Grinder by Emilie Autumn <*Gets monkey and fake mustache*>

5.What is your life's purpose?
100% by Angelspit <Doesn't everyone?>

6.What is your motto?
Miss Lucy Had Some Leeches by Emilie Autumn

7.What do your friends think of you?
Misery Loves Company by Emilie Autumn <...Kind of makes sense.>

8.What do you think of your parents?
I Like Fucking by Bikini Kill <LOL INCEST.>

9.What do you think about very often?
What Ever Happened by The Strokes

10.What is 2 + 2?
Dozing Green by Dir en Grey <Again: lolwhut.>

11.What do you think of your best friend(s)?
Lilium (Music Box Version) by Kawabe Chieko

12.What do you think of the person you like?
Audrey by Dir en Grey <iTunes picked out my future partner~!)

13.What is your life story?
La Vie en Rose by Edith Piaf <Nobody.>

14.What do you want to be when you grow up?
Snow White Queen by Evanescence <AND RULE ALL OF CANDY LAND WITH MAGICAL UNICORNS THAT MAKE SPARKLY JIZZ~!>

15.What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Misery Business by Paramore <AUDREY, HOW COULD YOU?!>

16.What will you dance to at your wedding?
Red Soil by Dir en Grey <LULZ APPROVED.>

17.What will they play at your funeral?
Bugaboo by Dir en Grey

18.What is your hobby/interest?
Arabian Rave Night by MAX STEROID <THEM CRAZY ARABS ARE SUCH A HOOT >.

19.What is your biggest fear?
You Spin Me Round by Dead or Alive

20.What is your biggest secret?
Kings of the Wild Frontier by Adam and the Ants <>

21.What do you think of your friends?
Immature by Bjork <EXACTLY.>

22.What will you post this as?
Technologic by Daft Punk <LOL, NO I WON'T>

23. what will happen to you tomorrow?
Paperback Writer by The Beatles

24.What you will do if you win the lottery?
Garbage by Dir en Grey <LOL WTF.>

25.What will your super hero name ,and power, be?
Pink Killer by Dir en Grey <Jesus Christ, how many Dir en Grey songs do I have? Oh and by the way, lulzy super hero name is lulzy>

26. How would you respond if someone broke into your house?
Bye Bye Beautiful by Nightwish <>

27. What will you say the next time you meet someone?
Something About Us by Daft Punk <It might not be the right time~ >

[28.] What are you most ashamed of?
Alarm Call by Bjork <Yes... My alarm says UNMENTIONABLE THINGS THAT SHOULD NOT BE MENTIONED)

[29.] What is the next thing you'll tell someone?
I Want My Innocence Back by Emilie Autumn

[30.] What is your favorite food?
Spilled Milk by Dir en Grey <...With chocolate>

[31] What are you doing right now?
Chocolate Salty Balls by Chef <STICK 'EM IN YER MOUTH AND SUCK 'EM>

Now for some random dancing milk.

I had a craaaaaazy day the other day. Let's start off that listening to Higeki Wa Mabuta Oroshita Yasashiki Utsu before bed has done very good to me. I sleep like a baby, I wake up nice and refreshed and if I don't listen to it, I get nightmares. D: How did I know this? Time for the crazy story:

Okay. I lost the keys to my house. My mom gave me her keys, and told me to keep the door unlocked so she can enter, because she was going to do some work at my neighbor's house. But still, I forgot to unlock the door. D: Morning comes, and my mom and my neighbor come knocking at my door, and then they start pounding, since I couldn't hear them. They pounded they yelled, etc... They go back to the neighbor's apartment and call dad, and tell him about the problem. And then my mom calls a locksmith to unlock my door.

*MOMENTS LATER...*

My mom and my neighbor start hearing some yelling from the balcony, and they think it's my neighbor's fiancee's ex-girlfriend. But no, it's the building administrator, with my dad, my two brothers and 2 or 3 cops. The cops say: "Come down here and give us the keys to the apartment!". My mom tells them that she doesn't have the keys, so they go up and the locksmith says: "I'm an undercover cop! D:<". What... The fuck. SO the cops KNOCK DOWN THE MOTHERFUCKING DOOR. And my dad goes like: "I want to see in what state is my daughter!" so they go to my room. Next thing I know, my mom is waking me up, I see two people outside the door, and I go: "Mom, why did you bring people here?" (I thought it was Saturday, and they were friends of my mom). Then I go back into the covers and sleep. Then I wake up entirely and my mom is PISSED. And she and my neighbor tell me what happened. I arrived school SUPER LATE I mean, like 12:00 p.m. And mom and I had an awkward time explain the excuse lady why we were late. We all had a laugh, but I'm grounded until the 30th. So yeah.
I want my Vulgar CD now.

I got my first violin. It's epic. I saw the guitar of my dreams in the shop. It was red and sexy. But I won't be taking guitar lessons until next year, since I'm taking violin. And musical instruments are not cheap.

Oh well.

I named my violin Emilie. Yeah, you know the reference. [link] When I get my electric violin I'm going to name it Emilie the II.
SO MANY OPTIONS. So little money.
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